so i have been neglecting certain aspects of my life... i know
i have not been blogging, i have not been filing my personal papers, i have not been keeping that cat nice and shaved, i have not been putting on moisturizer as much as i should. I have not been dying my hair and i have grey's everywhere. I have not been keeping up on any of the TV shows i watch, and now i consider myself a non watcher. I have not been taking vitamins, or drinking enough water. i drink to much sometimes, i sleep too little too often. my toe-nails need cut. i need to post more pictures of my trip since everyone thinks the last one was photo-shopped. I hardly see Travis anymore. He's too busy with Quail eggs.
I just don't feel i have time.
I want new shoes, i want new clothes. i want great hair everyday. I want my tan to last.
I would be happy with none of this. I am happy. I saw the best sunset ever on Thursday. The sky was a shade of blue that i have never seen before, nor did i know could even exist. Sometimes I see the sunrise, everyday i get kisses from my cat. He is very clear about how he feels towards me. I have a mondo cute nephew and super cool in laws. I have a hilarious family who can get together with no notice and pull off a rocking fun time. I have a brother who pours rum's too strong. I don't hold him accountable for Saturday.
I love my mother, i love my father. my friends and everyone else. I could have been here. but instead. I am here. home. and its not so bad.
maybe its cuz i see green grass. and i know summer is not that far off.
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Arthurs - you are beautiful. You are funny and you are smart.
It's what you want but you can't have that makes it hard, but the path you chose was in your heart. Looking back its too easy to see and think of all of your options, and to mentally change your decision, and to play out all of the scenarios that didn't happen.
I remember wishing that it was you coming off the plane instead, but the planets were not aligned.
So keep your damn cat shaved, show off your greys and hold your head up high!
Peace friend
DM
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