Drifting along

sometimes you just have to drift.

Let the current take you where it wants

Let things go, and don't struggle... you'll end up OK on the other side that way

Life has been strange as of late

Everything seems to happen at the same time. Some sort of life test to see if you have been paying attention.

Work
Had a crazy couple of weeks. alot for me to take. a true test of self strength and a test of perseverance.
Things are still rough, but I see that if i just stick it out, its going in my favor.
I see that eventually, recognition will be given to those who deserve it.
" You are only responsible for yourself, and what you say"
and in the heat of the moment. I was able to say what needed to be said. Professionally.

Life
Everyone knows that relationships are no walk in the park. I takes work. It is work. But its also you who has to decide if its worth the effort. Like anything in life.
This time, right now. It does seem worth it. and there have been times of overwhelming joy. The stampede, Thankgiving, random week nights. and there have been rough spots.
But it seems that its all worked out. It will work out.

I heard in a movie once,

"The fact of the matter is, I can live without you, I just don't want to."

and so I drift, finally coming free from the tough spots, the future looks less rough. I am looking forward, feeling good about how i got through it..

And then there is ...........

Mother Nature.
Just when you think you are dealing with enough. She always throws you a loop. So I live now with one small breast. maybe it was always like that, maybe I was just in drifting in de nile, or maybe its a recent development. and then there's the good old mensus. could be too much information, but 2 weeks of this... is making me insane.

Life as an irregular boob shaped, random period girl.

Its not as bad as it sounds. In fact most days, Life is grand. Its just that those few days its not, sometimes stack themselves together...

Hey, at least its not raining.