I feel in over my head
in what?
just in.... I've had offers,
I've had thoughts,
I have the urge to travel again, and its stronger then i feel I can fight.
I feel that part of the universe is after me, testing me, seeing if i will stay true to my heart, or my brain, they often don't want the same thing.
I stared at the moon today, the full moon, as I sat at a red light, waiting to finish my drive to work. The drive to work I do everyday, the drive my brain wants me to do everyday from now until forever.
My heart longs for the animosity of the moon, and its wisdom in never staying for very long.
I'm torn
Could I go?
Could I stay and be happy?
There are very few people who will know what i am talking about.
maybe its better that way right now.
less pressure.
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The word LUNATIC comes from the word LUNAR... don't stare at the moon too long.
only throwing that in to bug
I think I'm one of "the people who don't know what you're talking about"... but I can relate to wanting to do one thing and feeling commitments to another.
my experience is that clarity comes; just not always when you demand it.
T
stay stay stay what else can i say m
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Great Post. Very abstract, but great, nonetheless.
think of the blog material ;)
s
I know what you are/ were talking about.
Sorry for the internal torment, I put you in a tough spot.
BUT it would have been great!
I know you will always find your way, and smile along its path.
Love
D
PS
You are smiling right now.
You owe me $20.
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