moment of peace

I had a moment

an evening, where i wasn't stuck listening to my head play over and over again, all that crosses my mind.

I curled my hair, and gently put on panty-hose, careful not to stick my finger through them and ruin the pair.

I put on my dress and did my makeup. Put on some big ugly boots and tromped through the snow to my car, heels in hand, camera in bag, and I went to the party.

I danced, i drank, i drank, i danced, i drank.

and

i drank.

i belted out lyrics to the songs into a coffee spoon, I forced others to against their will.

I laughed, i smiled, a lot.

I didnt think about leaving, i didnt think about staying.

I drank and danced with the best friend someone could have. and i made a few new friends.

i laughed, deep from with in me. i had a fantastic time.

I feel like my skin wants to crawl off my body, and find a new one, one that isn't so tried, so drained,


but last night, i had a moment, an evening, free from stress, free from life.

it was so fun