Overwhelming excitment

OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god OH MY GOD oh my god


ok here's the deal

1. I absolutly and am utterly smitten with AMA. Amac, the mac daddy. holy crap. I look at him in disbelief sometimes, he sees it i am sure. but i just can't get over it, he is so perfect, exactly what i wanted. he looks the way i want, his personality is something i wanted, his sense of humour, his laid backness. his truck. [ weird maybe, but I like it alot] even his weird little dog. I am attracted to him, i like spending time with him, i wish i was spending time with him when i am not. i laugh at random times thorugh out the work day because i remember him or something he said, or just the fact that wow, he likes me too! and he thinks i am great and OH MY GOD

2. he dances. i know we have touched this subject before, but he dances! in public and its not embarrasing?!?! and i had the best time ever that night [stampede] and i know that now i am talking about it again i realize i haven't expanded on just HOW FUN that night really was and he dances! and i told him i wanted to go out dancing again one night and he said YES which means he likes dancing too and that means that if we are ever in edmonton and we end up at the ATTIC with all the other people with the last name containing ARTH... that he will dance and there will be a party and i wont have to go back to the table and see if he is bored, because he dances!

3. I am so excited for him to meet my family because then they will now he is real and i am not making all this up and people won't think i am as nuts about it and and and and

4. my fucking sister is ON HER WAY to Calgary RIGHT NOW as we speak. Why? cuz i said we were going to a party and it was going to be fun and she should come and call in sick on monday becasue work is for jerks and sometimes on a sunday afternoons some poeple eat a TUNA SANDWICHES and its wrong, so very wrong and they have to call in on mondays because they have the shits and no one wants some girl with the runs weeding their flowerbed, well maybe they do free fertilizer! but if anyone asks. Tommorrow afternoon my sister is going to eat a tuna sandwich and come down with a bad case of food poisoning and can not make it to work on monday. how tragic.


5. yes after i got off the phone I had a moment of OH MY GOD i can't breath because i am so unbelievably exited that its making my chest tight.

6. i went to the mallllllllllllll today. and i got some new clothes! that i can wear to the party that MY SISTER is coming to and Amac will be there and his roomies and i dont even know whose house we are going to but i am going to be so drunk that i dont even care and i can't wait and OH MY GAWD


7. i saw a pair of holy crap those are nice jeans and so i bought a pair for Amac and I can't wait to see how his bum looks in them. and I picked the right size?! cuz i called him promptly to tell him what i did because WHAT i have to wait?? and i couldn't wait until later to surprise him because i was so excited again! and he said he was a 26 and I was like NO EFFING WAY because he is not smaller then me and so them he made me tell him what i bought and he said I was right!

8. I have to shower and do my hair.

9. or maybe i will just nap because then i wont be so retarded with excitement and burn out before the night even starts

10. and did i mention Amac said that we canhave a BBQ at his house tmmorrow cuz MY SISTER is coming to town? and he has a trampoline and i like his roomies cuz they make me laugh and she can see his pea sized dog and

*****WARNING: System overload. please lay on couch and take deep breaths.**********